My life is miserable

Have you  ever wondered how does it feels like without a bf? I'm here to tell you that, I never had a bf b4 so u could say dat i'm currently single.  I know how it feels like anyway... Two words to describe it: IT SUCKZ or is it MISERABLE. Im envy of my bestfren . Actually I should say dat there is some sort of love triangle in my life (Its true >:3 )  like an anime called Gakuen Alice or Shugo Chara <3. Good thing she dun know i have a blog ^_^

PS Sahrah, incase u r reading dis, its not u. so i'm not refering dis 2 u

B4 dis, I always wonder if he will accept me b4 my fren can ask 4 relationship wif him. But now, wen I heard de from de guy i like is currently wif my fren, i felt miserable n heartbroken... Darn it. So de reason of being single is miserable is because you will have no one to tell about your feelings/secret to especially if u promise your close fren or best fren dat u won't do it again. Pls readers, pls give me luck 4 me to get in a relationship next year. If i ever get one n know how it feels, I'll tell u all my fellow frens. N those hu r always single, I'll tell u my experience <3
Bye 4 now n c u next time... have a nice day anyway <3